SUPERSTAR. ★

the past year was quite an adventure for me. i mean, being a new girl in scul during my freshman years, i didn't expect to be close to people who i think were the "sore of my eyes." let's start from where my adventures began.

FRESHMAN. transferee, new comer, the bitch. i was the new meat. i eventually became an issue. you know, the one who's being talked about. "she's kind," "nah.. she's a bitch." yeap, that's what i hated about pcs before. people are so judgemental. not only "judgemental" as in she's-not-pretty-at-all-so-why-notice-her attitude, but to the point that they're gonna ruin your name. lowlife, yes, that's was the only suitable word i had in mind. but anyway, thanks to them. they made me known. uh-huh, unconsciously, they were doing so. 'coz like, everytime they tell someone about me, that person's gonna be like, "who is she?" then when they point me out... kapoooof! another person's gonna be familiar with me. HAHA, their stupidity. maybe they had a good time ratting up my name. but hey, i earned the points anyway! *winks.

SOPHOMORE. okaaay, so maybe i didn't enjoy my first year in pcs. i confess, it sucks bigtime. well anyway, i'm over it. ;) so, let's get to my sophie years. as i've said, i didn't expect to be close to people who i think were the "sore of my eyes." MY MISTAKE. so maybe i was a bit judgemental, too. turns out, they're the ones i'm gonna be with all through out. denn, alyssa, annete, erika, abi, bonna, vennesse, jalyn, nickah. i'm so thankul to have met you guys. :) i never actually imagined that one day, we'll have our own businesses. GOD DAMN IT, I FUCKEN MISS YOU GUYS.

JUNIOR. i'm glad things started out right. except for the fact that untouchables is falling apart. we tried our very best to save it, unfortunately, the others were to weak and they let go at once. JUST LIKE THAT. :( seriously, i didn't know who to go with. i started going with erika alone, but i guess she found herself a new bestfriend. everyone knows who. well anyway, i'm happy for them. no joke. :) good thing i had a nice relationship with my classmates. i found my new friends there. and now i have my sisters, AC & JUNKO, my twiplets. they know almost the whole of me. there's also the LUST SUPPER. i'm very much thankful that God knew who i needed. he gave me people who would understand me, and who's just like the other half of me. they've watched my tears fall and heard my loudest laughs. my greatest gratitude to them -- ac, junko, giah, niki, harold, karlo, jaz, engle, aa, angs, zhannon, raemon, melvin. you guys are the best, you kept me going through. i'm very thankful i have you! :)

Love comes when you least expect it.

yes, love comes when you don't expect it to come. no one could ever predict when that someone would come. you'll never know if the sparks are gonna be there. true enough. 'coz basically, that's what i've experienced. seriously, i didn't have the thought of falling in love again after my past realtionship. BUT THEN HE CAME MY WAY. things occured the "typical" way.. you notice him, get to have small conversations with him. i actually thought that it was just the crush thing. you know, you find him cute and stuff. but hell no. i was wrong. unconsciously, i fell in love with this guy. no regrets :) i never had the thought of contessing my love for somebody. who is he? if you know me well enough, you prolly know him :)

this isn't drama people :) i'm just in the mood. this is my blog anyway. you're just takin a view of it  -- KALE